Remembering
Roots
… Rohit Saproo
How
I Wish !
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I could go back to Polo Ground and have those chocolate balls which some
stranger used to provide free of cost.....
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I could go back to that Ganesh ji temple not for praying but for Poodi and
Ladu.....
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I could be allowed to speak on Mahatma Gandhiji in my school function when
I had prepared the whole thing for 3 days and I was not allowed to speak
because they wanted the 1st ranker to speak....
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I could go back to the time when on Sundays I used to start waiting from 4
o’clock for the 6 o’clock movie.....
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I could still feel that cold water meant what we got from our taps 24
hours.....
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I could still associate the color Blue with sky, White with snow, Green
with un-ripe walnuts, Red with chilly ....
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I could still think of my lunch breaks as going to the ice factory near my
school and stealing ice......
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I could still go to Bhagwan Gopi Nath Temple for that 'tåhår' (yellow
rice) and 'tsarvan'.....
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I could still pick my cousins/relatives from Rainawari and somehow
traverse an unknown way and reach Dal Lake...
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My papa could still wake me up at 5.00 am on Sunday morning and take me to
Shankaracharya temple followed by bath at Durga Nag, followed by some
Chola-pudi at nearby shop....
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We could still have those 3 week power cuts and road blockades due to
snow, so that I could rest peacefully.....
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Mahabharat and Ramayana could be telecasted again on the same slot
at 9.00 am on Sunday morning...
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I could still play with marbles on Maha Shivratri day...
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I could still wear that 'phêran' with 'kàngûr'....
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I could finish my winter vacation homework in first 3 days of vacation and
on 4th day leave for Jammu.
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I could still have those red cheeks....
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I could go back and may be, listen more to my parents....
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I could go back and learn writing Kashmiri, learn to recite Kashmiri
poems....
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We never had a phone....not even landline....
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I could go back to times when I used to weep seeing 'Hakh' over rice,
wondering if that was the only thing available in market, only to realise
later that I would miss it the most…
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I wish I could still go across Jhelum and pay 50 paise to boatman for the
same ...
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I could still go to Khir Bhawani, have that 'lùchû' and 'môgûli
chày', observe the milky Divine Spring and go and sit in a tree trunk
when it rained.
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My Mom could still weave me that sweater with those highly imaginative
designs and patterns...
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I could be without any pretensions, any made ups, any ego, any
over-the-top desires, any hassles, any ever-present criticism ....
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I could be myself ..... just myself, without any toppings ... just a plain
base ......
Would
I ever be able to .... !! ????
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