Adam And Eve
Ghulam Nabi Shakir
There is nothing that I can call my own.
The darkness moved a pace or two forward; the
surroundings getting chilled still more. Heaving
a long sigh, I looked towards the skies, into
its limitless expanses; the refreshingly cool
beauty of the eyes began scattering fire.
'There is nothing that I can all my own ...
The wingless birds of my thought came back only
to flap their wings around me.
The heat of my burning feelings parches my
mouth dry at times, and sometimes I warm my
chilled ice cold body with my breaths.
I am now grown angrily cold to my own self.
Beyond this, my eyes cannot make out anything.
This is due either to my eyesight having spent
itself out or to the real picture of life being
too dim for perception.
That is why I was running and thus came
across many people; everyman being like me, all
presenting to eyes a plight similar to one
reflected on my face, my reflection in their
eyes and that of theirs in mine. What can I do
for them or what can my extended I expect from
them?
"That very arid desert as far as your
eyes go! The outcome of entire life nothing but
a desert, and all this closing on me! I am
moistening my parched lips with every drop of my
blood: I am thirsty from the beginning of time.
I am all alone. There is nothing that I can
call my own. The darkness moved two steps
forward, and the surroundings are chilled
further.
An age went by since I saw her. There opened
a dent in the flint like breast of the night and
the howling wind came in, and something like a
shadow like flickered in the room.
I saw myself in her eyes. The pulse beats
thousand of thoughts stopped and the environs
throbbing with life fell lifelessly inert like a
paralytic on its side.
"Come here, I will take you along”.
I held her silken pliant hands in my own as
her words pierced my bosom.
"Come here, I will take you along.”
she repeated.
"Where"? I did ask her a question.
It was the morning of a queer day, when she
by no means knew what an evening was like, nor
did l come to think of it on my part.
All our senses but one had fallen dead in the
warm cozy bed belong to you and you are
mine", a long chain of dreams and wing of
the kohled eyes.
The cool refreshing soothing affection amidst
a hot summer of marble-white body, and the
fetters of the enchantment of black hair.
All this belongs to you, all this belongs to
me
The darkness of night, the silent and
tranquil moments, the scintillating stars, all
these were witness to our mutual pledge.
We were passing our days like primordial
human beings. The blind and lame of the society!
Both of us laughed an uproarious laugh at the
blind and the decrepit.
The dark and refreshing cool night was a
magic-castle for both of us where it was
impossible for anybody to tread.
One day as she set her nude being to be taken
on the table, the familiar fragrance of her body
left its piquancy in my blood. While my eyes
blazed fire and my breathing quickened with the
unwanted rapidity, our silent witnesses were
watching us stealthily
The winds brought the tidings, a frightful
scream made itself audible from the dark heart
of the night, the silent and tranquil moments
raised muffled but fear-stricken hue and cry.
Sniffing my whereabouts, my senses nosed a queer
hart odour, as if a son of mankind had set his
toot in a fairyland
We cast our eyes on each other, I saw her
nude existence. Something like some sense of
outraged honour in a long passed historical
character emerged in us; apprehending their
pallid and shrivelled up faces, my blood boiled.
I pulled out from out of my bosom a hidden
rusted sword and said to her, 'Don't you worry'.
But again her naked existence came into my mind.
She, too, in all probability, was pointing to
this. I hid her by wrapping the blanket of my
own being around her, and heaved a sigh of
relief
The surroundings were now all the more
surcharged, all our guards were perturbed but
eager to watch the pass we had come to.
From far off came the sound of a staff set
for walking. The sound gradually neared and a
weak man with a stoop stood close in the dark.
“What on earth are you doing this"?
supporting his hand firmly on the ground, he
said to me.
I cast a look on him from head to foot ... a
black line of a shadow was there putting me the
question.
"I am doing what Adam did to Eve".
“You are aware of what came of that”'? he
said, raising his staff the air.
"I know that God's wrath descended on
Adam"
"Do you then want that to happen
again"?
"That will never happen again". I
said.
"If the world is peopled by men like
you. that will surely come to pass".
"But what do you think of this
woman"?
I lifted the blanket of my being slightly
aside, and there flew away the Eve beside me
with a flutter in the shape of a sparrow, and I
wrapped my lonely existence back. The black line
burst out laughing at me.
The darkness of night, the icy chilling
night.
There is nothing I can all my own. I am all
alone. From far away I look deep into the pitch
dark of the night, straining my eyes for
something.
The burning heat of my feelings sometimes
parches dry even the moisture of my mouth, and
at times I warm my chilled ice cold body with my
breaths.
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